a note-of-the-day. a reminder. an aspiration. a confession.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Yay!

Yay! Yours truly made her way down to KL this morning and scored the interview in front of 3 interviewers ;D

At the moment, I don't know about how I feel (no, it's not about the interview thing whatsoever). It's just really generally about how I feel at the moment. I'm exhausted. Truly extremely exhausted. Have not been getting proper sleep lately. Meeting schedule is everywhere. Deadline to meet here and there. This and that. Not that I'm complaining. I enjoy whatever I'm doing. I really do. But it's just sometimes, this little soul of mine wishes for something/someone that could really understand about how I feel daily.

Stress caught me up very often, but the worst part is I don't even have time to think about it, let alone contemplate about it. As a human being, I really do realize that I have to cry to let it all out. I have to laugh to catch back whatever I've lost through my tears. But I barely have time for that. I'm losing my life here, d'oh.

Current internship will end by (hopefully if they do let me go), december 17th, and I plan to start the new one only on the 20th. On 18 and 19, I need to rejuvenate myself! LOL. I want to go home so badly... but I don't know when I'll be able to do that. Well, not until my internship is over by late Feb. By that time, new semester would have started. Sighssss.

I often feel like I've left out so many things that are happening amongst my peers and it feels like I've been living in another world.

Seriously man, what's wrong with my hormone? I'm getting more and more emo each day. Holy gee.

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