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Silvia came to accompany me last night. She'll be staying over at my place until Friday. Wahoo! I would be totally alone if she weren't here. :x thanks budddy.

Went to school today, after so many weeks not visiting it. When the bus stopped at Street Mall, I almost forgot that we had to get down to change bus -_-" Luckily there's Kendy sitting beside me. If no, I would be brought touring around the whole Cyberjaya. Hahahaha. I also forgot that we had to get down across the bus station. OMG... as though I'm not a student anymore. BAHAHAHA. School was not as crowded as usual, which is good. Hate to see crowd everywhere. Hate to smell smokes at the Plaza. Anw, I went to school only to meet up with my one and only member left in Malaysia, the belovedhandsomegayest Kendy. kakakaka. Yes, baby, it's left only the two of us doing all the stuffs right now. Cool eh.

For this semester, I haven't really got superb groupmates, well, it's LUCT, what could you expect? But I should say, at least for entire 3.5 years here, I've got the best ones, which was during my Facilitation and Negotiation group projects. It's stressful to be in a group with people who demand good works, but it's even more stressful to be in a group with bunch of slackers who don't know anything and don't bother to find out about anything. They act ignorant alright, they don't disturb me, but seeing them carry a good mark because of those who work hard really stabs my heart. There are a lot of such people outside. Many choose to shut up toward this kind of person. I know I can't do anything either about this but to shut up as well. But I'm sure waiting for the time to see them experience what I went through before. I'm mean, but hey, people should get lessons to learn to grow.

My most bitchiest group this semester would be the MTIB one. I got some aliens who didn't fucken know what they're doing. But my beau and me chose to shut up about it. He told me, "Honey, I trust you only. Why should I bother to yell at them? In the end, they will still produce craps." Yah, true enough. Honestly, i was often bothered by the thought of "marking" and stuffs, but after contemplating deeper, i would think the other way around. "What is with mark and award?" Those don't prove you professional forever. Attitude does. My man has proven this a lot to me. He never brags about his award thingies, to him those are just proofs to see where he already is and where he's heading next. He was happy when he was awarded (of course yea! doh!) but after that he would seem to have forgotten about it. I often teased him with all his awards when he acted stupid at home. Kakakaka. But anyway, that's one thing I like about him. He's someone with good attitude. He's emotional when it comes to crap though (esp. when it comes from people that he trusted before). I can understand that nevertheless.

Btwwww.. the Jeff Orr workshop yesterday was a total eye-opener! I was so glad I attended. Heck there were sooo many lessons that I got from my future boss! =) We wrapped up at 11.30 pm then only we went home... Tiring alright but that's okay. Worth the experience!

I didn't go to work today as well as tomorrow. Thanks to DM. And I mean ,sincerely thanks. HAhaha. I miss my student life, somehow. Good luck to everyone for tomorrow!