really don't know where to start.

suddenly i feel like blogging here =p

these past few days i've been working like crazy for something. and i've got helluva experiences from it. (sorry guys, can't tell what kind of work it is (yet)) :P but i've met great people from all around the world (literally) and got something HUGE, and i mean HUGE from them. about work and about life. it's been really great. even thousands of dollars won't be able to buy that for me.

it's pure luck that i could get into that position actually. some people were busy and they were looking for replacement so hell i just went for it. nothing to lose, afterall. working hour? damn tiring. 4 hours of sleep per day (but i woke up late for 2 days ^^). hahaha. but that's alright. it pays off.

toinght i'm going back to indo for a week because my parents have been asking me to go home (apparently they so cannot tahan to let me and brother to try to stay in the new house already). on the first few days when they moved in, my parents both kept on text-ing me describing everything nice about the house, so i was really curious until i decided to book the airticket to go home. lame excuse huh :P my brother won't be able to come home until december though because his course is still running. glad that he's doing well there. so, yeap. new house. up there is the pic of the house when it's not done yet. taken last june if not mistaken. i'm going to ikea tomorrow morning to buy some paintings for it. my parents have actually bought some from the galleries there and here in KL, but i don't think it's enough. so let's see what i'm gonna get for them tomorrow (no, today!). and oh yeah, and it's also my parent's anniversary today, i'm still not sure of what to give them. the boyfriend suggested those fancy condoms from I NEED HOUSE. -_-" *cold swt*

actually i'd also been wanting to go home eversince this semester started. i dont know why. maybe it's just the pressure brought from during the holiday and stuffs (yeah, bad luck visited me during holiday. just a short intro to it, during the hols, i was a crap by that time. a total crap. my bestfriends all really shouted at me and asked me to stop dwelling into that situation and decided something. but i couldn't. what i could do was only to cry silently to my sleep and kept on pondering to no avail. now i'm also not that okay with that situation anymore, but i definitely feel it's getting better. the key is, stop looking at those unnecessary stuffs and move on. the life is only for me to handle. no matter if anyone close to me dies or decides to break apart from me, or does something really badly, LIFE STILL FRIKKIN' ROLLS ON!) that's what i have to keep reminding to myself. anyway, enough of private stuffs:P) so yeah. home. that's what i'd been looking forward to. everytime i listened to buble's Home i would miss mon familie so much. too much, actually. doh. i still can't believe i'm going home tonight! on one hand, i feel like waaahh.. on the other hand, i don't feel A-okay, i feel anxious. don't ask.

have i told u that i just spoilt my iPod? i forgot to take it out from my pants and it successfully went into the washing machine. woohoo! somebody is either getting the new iPod or somebody is actually really looking forward to iPhone now. that happened just one hour ago and i woke up Fajar just for the sake for him to look at the screen that i'd spoilt. i didn't expect him to wake up at all actually, but unexpectedly he woke up, and quickly helped me to dry it out with hairdryer without any fuss. :)

anyway, i guess this is just getting too long. hahaha. just some of my whereabouts for you, jamieleeck. hhahahahahaha...