(Image courtesy goes to Dian Polka Salsa, the illustration guru)

To describe how I feel about my life at the moment, the illustration has just done a very good job.

I often feel lost. Am I around the right persons? Am I in the correct surrounding? Am I living my life well? If I am, then why am I still feeling unsecured and unhappy? If I'm not, then what is right? Why can't I seem to improve my life, albeit everything I've done?


Give myself a break, I have. It's been a long long break.
Cry myself out loud, I have. That I don't have anything to cry over anymore.
Loud out loud, I have. And it's been enough.

Then what is it? Is it just me or what?

Maybe I just miss home. Maybe.