"The Game"

am i too young or am i too old for your game?
one moment i'm over cloud nine, one moment i'm drown, trashed, buried underneath the trash.
if i were the dollar chart, yes, i fit here. i fit how the fluctuation flows.
but i am not. i am a breathing creature with my own feeling and fears.

am i supposed to call it "ENOUGH" till here and move on with my life?

p.s.: ... because i'm so tired living like this. i am so so very tired. i'm feared.