Fever.

I've been suffering from fever since 2-3 days ago. Last night I felt the most terrible. At midnight i don't know exactly what time, the boyfriend just came into the room holding a bowl of cold water and a folded t-shirt. "Yuk, compress yah? Badan kamu panas banget.." I was so touched... Really I was so touched...

I let him do all the compression and secretly felt grateful in my heart that I still had him by my side. Yeah 10 months have given us a lot of time to make mistake and grow. I can see some changes from him already. I'm so grateful for that! Later after that, i felt some tears rolling from his eyes. I asked why and he said he felt too blissful to have me who took care of him always. I was again very touchedddddd... aaahhhh....... And finally he said something which really cheered me up "Let's go out tomorrow if you're back healthy, okay?" I know although I wouldn't be able to, somehow I felt so happy by his will :) Too bad yeah I felt even worse this morning. Damn fever. When he called to Subang Jaya Medical Center to check, they're not open today -_-"

He.. I don't know. Someone who I've known like the back of my hand and someone who I've not known at all. He is the first person who can feel my whole heart. Before this I was too scared to give my whole heart to all of my ex-es. I don't know with him although I don't really feel secured, but I just know that I should let go of all my feeling for him.

I wish you would read this someday, yang. L u... thanks for taking care of me for the whole night last night :)