"Every human is an individual" - Lim

Yesterday somebody got really angry with me. For me, that is just a normal problem that can happen anywhere anytime, but for that person apparently is a biggie. I at first couldn't believe it that it would turn out like that, some more knowing that that person is a really closed person to me and i was treated that way. I was very angry, very disappointed (because I think I disappointed that person very much), very sad (that I cried in the toilet twice, in the library once).

Then I sat down to re-digest everything because I believe that everything happens caused by a reason. Ever heard of the saying that everyone is different? Sounds simple and boring and like it or don't like it, it's true. It's fucking clearly true.

So perhaps if a thing for someone is important as "if i don't have it i'll go to hell", for someone else it could just be a thing as "okay. it's like not adding whip cream to my coffee that's all." Same as the using of words, if it sounds very rude to someone, it might not sound the same to the others. Because everyone is fucking different

This made me look back at all the friendships that I've ever made with people. I am bestfriends only to those who can appreciate an individual. I don't necessarily have to make friends with those A-list people, if what they can do is just comparing themselves to others and overjudging/underjudging somebody. We are all born same, what we have with us now is just a tag. We did something and we earned it.

Every human, be him a black or white, rich or poor, highly educated or poorly educated, obnoxious or obedient, ugly or handsome/pretty, etcetcetc, we are each an individual with our own + and -. Take a look at those around you. Stop your belief from fooling you that they are bad/negative persons. Go peace with yourself and accept everyone as who he is.

You might be more clever, more richer, more handsome/prettier, more educated, but never look down upon those people. Don't think that you can live alone in this world. Go get peace with yourself and the peace will be with you.

I'm writing my heart out. Any cliches, pardon me.

[edit] should i pull another all-nighter when i'm still not 100% recovered like this? my heart is turning cold. i don't know. part of growing up maybe? try not to think too much about all negative impacts while just trying to learn to concentrate on the positive ones and move on. because life moves on?

this is one quote that i really love the moment. taken from my friend, adlyn's blog.

“As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break other's hearts. You'll blame a new love for things an old love did. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll cry because time is flying by, and you'll eventually lose somebody you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely and love like you've never been hurt, because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.”