long rant ahead.

Man I've got loads to say. How should I start? Oh okay, lesstart with the most exciting one. :P

So yesterday is the appreciation night. At around 5.30 stanley and vic came and they drove us to the office. Luckily both cars didn't really depend much on my map-reading because you know who I am when it comes to that. I made my boyfriend lost all the time while we're in bandung :P But anyway, as we arrived there, we first got to get the visitor pass to get in. It's really such a coincidence that the five of us all wore black and white outfits! haha.

We're guided to tour around the whole wisma. It's such a hella huge building. The boss said the office in indonesia was even 4x bigger than that o.O after that we're taken to the cafeteria to enjoy the snack they'd prepared for us. Man was all the food sooooo delicioussss... Then the CEO came along and we sat to have a chat with him. They're all really nice people. I wish I can have bosses like them someday. hahaha. Next was the awarding session. Yes yes... =) When we're otw home, we all checked what we'd got, and.. tara! a paycheck and several packs of the product mwahahaha.. so happy.

Yeah I think it really did pay off after all we'd done.. wish can have this kinda project again later in the future. and work with the same as fun people =) thanks client, thanks janet, thanks to the 7 of you for this wonderful short journey =)

moving on, i had art direction class today but i really had to get off after the morning session class because i've been having this terrible headache and cold and sore throat and some sort of scar on my thigh i don't know how i'm supposed to call it cause i don't know what it exactly is. a boil? oh i'm not sure myself. when i wanted to catch the bus home, i was left by the fuckingidiotbespactacled driver! man he's really such an ass! eventhough the bus was not full, he would really just leave the passengers. he's really hooked on to rules, i ssuppose. everyone's been swearing on him too. fuck.

eh you know. lately i've been hearing people saying the same things to me. last week, i was asked by 2 persons whether i had anything against my boyfriend's ex. mwahahaha. they're not closely related to each other and the questions popped up just like that. i answered no because i really didn't. i mean, why should i have one though? yes they did share wonderful journey for quite few years, but they don't live based on memories, yea? i also had my own journey in the past with my ex, but that's it, now that when i recall about that, my feeling has come to none. because it's really over when i said over. no string attached anymore.

and then this week, i've been told by two other different people about how fake i can be at times. fake not in the sense of hypocriting, but, fake to myself. i'm so unexpressive. oh yeah, and when it comes to unexpressive, there are actually 3 persons who said that to me within this week -.- i'm the type of people who tend to keep the bad side of things to self rather than pouring everything to others. yeah i am that type of person. why? because i don't want to ruin people's mood with my bad rantings. i believe negativity and positivity are very contagious.

by the time you smile from the bottom of your heart, the ones who see it will immediately feel it. and by the time you shout at someone or something from the bottom of your heart, the ones who see it can feel bad about it as well.

alrighty. my body isn't compromising anymore. need to catch some naps. ttyl.