The title says it all.
Today is not the first time it happens. It happened gazillion times before. But today is the first time that I actually exploded that huge in front of so many people.
Someone told me to just let go whatever I had inside. Just pour it out. So that I can breathe easily. Well I did pour out partly, I still have the other part remaining inside. I will spend that moment by myself tonight. I want to dig deeply. I want to get that answer of me myself. It's about time. I can't carry on living like this. I can't. Honestly I can't.
Literally I feel like going somewhere far. And I don't want to go back to my home for awhile. My home here, or my home there 'coz I feel alienated in both. I want to be a stranger for awhile. I want to search for what life really carries for me.
To somebody, thanks for the ice greentea + companionship for 5 hours straight. Really appreciate it! :) Sorry for dragging down so much of your assignment! I'm so so sorry! But, hey, really, thanks! *huggles*
Friday, March 16, 2007
I had a bad day.
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4 comments:
*tepuk2 bahu
wa jg sini sama. kok senasib yah kita -_-" senasib kok yg jlk -_-""
brsan jg pour it out to b. terus liat blog lu....
mikir baik2 y mink
pilih yg terbaik tuk diri u sdri
to identify: yes, honey i will. hehehe :) thanks
to 90.4: hahaha. iya mending di pour out semua. karena hidup cuman sekali. huhu ngomong lebih gampang ye.
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